last night was slacking with dear somewhere. dear keep telling me about his stress.. sometime i wonder why u tell me ur stress or something or what? things u are telling me everytime is all half half story. i sometime feel like asking u 'why not like that la. u dun tell me ur stress or whatever anymore. cuz things u said u kept another half. like so afraid of me to know ur thing or what. u said until so xinku. i also have to listen until more xinku. its doest feel good at all.. i cant even hear what u saying everytime or even dunno weather are you talking to me or something?'

i feel like giving up.. i am tired i am sick.. i feel like crying i feel lonely.. even u are just right in front of me i still feel the lonely the sadness. maybe its because none of u willing to be there to listen to me.
no one want to be there for me.
no one ever ask me before 'what do u want?'
i felt like i am something unwanted.
everyone throw me aside
everyone ask me to stop saying my stress
everyone keep saying that those stress is all bought up by u alone no one can give u stress. only u urself giving urself stress..
everyone ask me to shut up stop telling ppl how much stress u got.. whatever u got..

all this words makes me slowly start drifting, drifting away from people
all this words makes me felt that i am extra.
all this words makes me felt that i am no body.
all this words makes me slowly started to stop talking..
all this words makes me felt that i dun belong to here..
all this words makes me no longer want to know what is happening outside.
all this words makes me just like hiding at home.

but.. but why every people around can tell me that they have stress and even telling me that is other giving them the stress..? why?

why i cant get any answer for every question that i asked everytime?

Label: i cant breathe anymore

actually even invisible man

also refuse to bother about me

it just vanish off to the

air in sudden.. i'm so sad. D: