last night went down to above blk slack.. awhile later kai called and said that he coming over.. ytd actually ah wu birthday but only invited pok n cong.. well we are nothing. around half hour pok called and say wanted to bring wu comes up. after not long really reach. know what i fucking feel like killing ppl.. killing all of them. pok came over to dear and ask ang pao for wu. what does this mean? my birthday i didnt ask nothing from dear n even anyone.. my birthday i dun feel happy actually.. i tell who? who bother to listen? _l_ keep asking for ang pao. u trying to show off anything or what?

i throw a words asking ''then my birthday leh? none of my fren wish me happy birthday how to say?''

know what i get a very good answer.

someone say to me '' u got johnson ma. (repeated for times)''

very good so that means i got johnson so none of u can wish me just a word happy birthday izzit?

what call friend? _l_ ur mother big chee bye..

dear ask me relex abit. how? u teach me. if ur friend throw u this word. u got ur bf/gf ur husband/wife. how do u feel?

i treat them as ur friend thats y i give u face.

label: i am very disappointed to myself why none of the friend i make is true and caring?

is it i cant have the luck to have it? or?